*jake reaching through the screen and now i’m 18*

hi everyone, jake/cheetahs here again!

i’m so sorry if this is poorly formatted, truly forget how to use blogger at this point.

it’s been a few years so i decided i should make another post. i hope it makes you guys happy! i want everyone to know that i’ll always be here, because sometimes it can be scary wondering where everyone is in life. or, it can be scary to reach out when we give each other our socials. what would we even talk about? it’s totally okay to feel that way, because we will always have this little blog space frozen in time…

and as i said when i promise i’m always here, i can assure you all i’ll be coming back to this space every once in a while.  i check probably 1-5 times a year:) i usually read the comments a few months after you’ve left one.

i wanted to say that i’m truly touched by everyone who reached out. honestly, i feel like every single person who commented shocked me a bit. i expected a response but once they start piling in, and the memories come back, it’s like ‘no way!! i never imagined ___ would comment!’

very, very genuinely happy and i thought it was so beautiful to hear from everyone that i did!  (oh peppywolf where are you!?) 

side note before i forget- i legit have dreams about some of you guys. mainly oak. hehahahh

i was also very pleased to hear how well you all were doing. it seems like you guys are all so bright and talented :”) like some of the fields you guys are going into.. wow!!!! how amazing to see my childhood just completely transform in front of my eyes! 

i went to my graduation last thursday, graduating highschool. seeing everyone around me, and hearing the names, i honestly felt nothing. completely numb the entire time. no big life changing realization that i was coming of age. but writing on this blog, maybe waiting a couple more years for responses, will always be what does it for me. that’s the only time it feels real. that i have grown. you guys will always be my real friends. to this day, the internet friends i still have are my best friends, i’ve always struggled to connect with people in real life

here’s a little update on me…

as i said a few years back, i’m biologically a girl *gasp* but i mean, lol, gender is a funny thing. i would not be even slightly upset if you perceived me still as a boy. i wish it was like animal jam and we could just switch our little avatars everyday. heh. in two weeks, i will turn 18, and as you know, i just graduated highschool. i’m going to take a year off before i go to post-secondary. i’m gonna go to some sort of art school, perhaps in toronto, if you know where that is :)

i’d really like to be an artist.. i don’t know what exactly it will all look like just yet. but for the past year i’ve been running a small business selling my artwork. i would love to tell you guys, but for the sake of google and my dream of ~BECOMING FAMOUS~ i’m not going to drop the name of the business here. i love this safe little part of the internet for me and i don’t want them to be traced together y’know? :p hehe. oh god everyone discovers my furry roleplays. i have a decent sized following across platforms, but i can’t wait to be recognized truly someday. it is what i’m living for. i paint/illustrate/digital mainly nature and animals… psychedelic scenes… lots of mushrooms and rabbits. :) maybe you’ve seen my stuff secretly on some part of the internet before :D

ah anyways, life stuff- dude, i’m so happy highschool is over. who would’ve thought anyone could possibly be bullied in the last two years of highschool? i actually pretty successfully was only tormented on the internet as a kid, never much irl, and then boom, i’m 16 and now i have people genuinely threatening me and i can’t bare attend school. though i met a very lovely boy and he got in all sorts of fights for me, ah my teenage wattpad story  . *hehehe lol*

now with my full heart beaming with lots of love for all of you, i truly hope you are all doing well. i know how hard every thing can be. how genuinely horrific life is sometimes. i have known the most heavy excruciating emotional pain in the last years. and so, if you ever feel hopeless, lost, neglected, i can promise that, the little kid you roleplayed with in 2012 genuinely loves you. no matter where you are or where you go, you guys will always have a piece of my heart, every one of you. i hope the best for all of you and all i want is for you to be happy. please never give up! you made my childhood as special as it could’ve been, thank you so much for that

i’ll see you again sometime,

jake/cheetahs/jamie(thatsnotevenmyrealnameovipaulannbutthanksforremembering)/whoever

💛💖💚💓💚💞💛💞

my gosh, ok hi everyone...
i like having some sort of semi recent post on this blog, so let's do that...
i really, really appreciate when you guys comment. it's so lovely n makes me really happy.
what i've gathered since 2016 is that basically back in 2012 we were all super young and big goons.

maybe we can comment some things abt ourselves? who we were, how old we were now, our interests, what's going on in our lives, where to contact us? idk i think that would be super sweet!!
at the end of this imma talk about memories.

ok duh i was jake :-)
i just turned 15 on the 20th, so when i go back to school in september i'll be in grade 10. i'm really into film, if you've ever seen donnie darko or fight club those films absolutely own me. i also love nbc hannibal, breaking bad, the office, n friends :) i would still rehash my old interests with any of u.. like mlp, warriors, transformice, etc. ooh also im into science and mathematics and wanna get into forensics when i'm older.
i live in canada if you guys remember so i'm dearly sorry for all you americans suffering through trump. i got a puppy named alfie in october 2017, he's a cocker spaniel. there he is winking at all of u!

alfie is super crazy and an absolute terror- he wakes at 5 am every morning. it sucks. i live in the suburbs so i guess i just spend my days walking alfie around the neighbourhood. i like to write and draw in my free time, and i don't do much more. i made a really great friend this first year of highschool, we're going to see mac demarco in a couple of weeks if u guys know him! finn wolfhard will be there singing which is something since everyone loves that boy now. you guys can email me at bumblestripe33@gmail.com, animal jam is cheetahs80603 ofc which im on occasionally.

i really didn't want to ever tell you guys (mainly those i was close to) because i feel so bad for lying but please spare me i was 9 years old. i'm truly a girl but i still don't mind you guys referring to me just as jake. i don't care at this point sorry for catfishing u i was trying to be edgy 😭

BITTERSWEET MEMORIES
do you guys remember when we had maids who would send you jamagrams to come clean your den? and all the balls with iceskating and what not. we were such creative little kids
also also i think over the past years i've heard from everyone except peppywolf, iwearsocks, wingedwolf, violet, n shadowfur. I MISS YOU GUYS
collectively at one point the entire kingdom was into portal and i think thats so cute. i have never ever played it before and i dont think i've ever touched a walkthrough but if i hear it mentioned i literally melt



sorry for rambling i just really want to connect with you guys
love u and miss u so much
cheetahs

Thinking of You

Yes, it's around that time of the year when I create a completely random post, venting out all my feelings to about the two people who read this. Greetings everyone, Jake here. I suppose this post isn't necessarily random, as I have been thinking about writing this for quite sometime. Though I do not always visit this website, memories of it are constantly in the back of my head, and I think of you guys a ton, surprisingly!! <3

I've changed a lot, I mean, what can you say, it's been nearly.. three years? Like usual, I'd love talking to any of you, but I really don't have a lot to say. I'll share a little about my life, though, so you guys know I'm doing alright!~

Back when Celestial Towers was actually active, I lied about my age quite a lot. I thought I was good at it, but looking back at the way I typed, I truly wasn't fooling anyone, lol.. Next year, in September 2017, I will finally be going to high school! I'm incredibly nervous, although I'm somewhat looking forward to the whole experience..? (I'm pretty sure I told you guys I was in like, grade 10, but god no, when Celestial Towers began I was in grade 4..)
I may be starting back up a YouTube channel again, mainly for art and such. I'm addressing this as it will be another way for everyone to contact me! :-)



For now, here are some platforms:


Instagram: bcseawolf, owlclann
(until July 2016, you can contact me on owlclann, from then onwards, I will not own that account, so do not contact me through there.) (I have at least 10 more Instagram accounts, but it would be silly to share every single one.) - [ Very active, online everyday ]

Gmail: jakeistheroil@gmail -
[ Inactive, online once every 3(?) months ]




That's it, I believe. I care about you all so much, it's unbelievable. Celestial Towers really impacted my life, and I'm forever grateful for meeting all of you. Please, if you see this, comment a hello. :-)

- Jake/Cheetahs.



[ P.S- before I end off completely, I'd just like to say a few things to two specific people. ]

Juniper/Ovi/Sonic Boom/Alice/Rainbow Dash/still no idea what to call you ;;
I've been thinking about you a lot recently, I hope you're doing alright. Looking back on everything we went through, all the fights we had, it was absolutely pathetic on my part. So here is the closure I've been needing for three years!! I love you a lot, and truly care about you. Though I seem like the last person to ever think about you, you cross my mind frequently. I hope you're taking care of yourself <3

Oakfire ;;
My gosh, I miss you more than anything in the entire world. I miss just being in your presence honestly, and I really wish we could just talk one more time. On Instagram I've met some really good people (through roleplay, art, and such), we've all been friends for a couple of years now, and still, all the little things about them, they always remind me of you. I love you so so much, I know how cheesy all of this is, but embrace it :") in my heart, you'll always be my best friend, I seriously admire the heck out of you. If you have a YouTube channel, or anything, tell me!! 

Check-Up

Greetings,

I just wanted to say happy holidays and that I hope everyone is doing well!

I'm actually quite surprised to see that a few people have been on the chat this past month, which is definitely a good thing. :D 

I miss you guys <3

Jake

(P.S remember you can reach me at Instagram.com/spooky.shiba or gmail.)

(P.P.S I'm more active on Instagram though)

(P.P.P.S, please if you see this, just comment hi! The chat resets so I can't see if someone's been on without checking settings and such.)

(P.P.P.P.S my chatroll username is spookydoggie)

update

Every few months or so I check out this blog, and surprisingly each time I do so, I see that a few of you are still somewhat active on the chat..

(Most people's usernames still remain as Guest, so if you could change that to your past characters name that would be great! So I actually know who you are.)

The stuff on the chat deletes after a period of time, so not everyone will be able to see what I say on it (so I'll just say it here instead!)

I really hope all of you are doing okay. I miss all of you honestly so much, and wish that I could still be able to talk to you. 2012-2013 were probably the best years of my life because of you guys. 

- Jake 

I'm somewhat active on google+, so you can contact / talk to me there; but I use mobile version for everything so it might take me a while to figure out how to actually respond. Other then that, I remain active on Instagram, however my username is always changing.

My user rn is Spooky.Shiba

I miss you guys <3


Edit: btw, does anyone know my chat roll user? I think it's spookydoggie or something.. If I find it out, I'll comment below.

The End

Greetings.

We all feared this day would come, even though it had already arrived, months ago.

Celestial Towers truly was a magical place.

The time Peppy ruled alongside her brave Knights..

And many other memorial moments.

From this day forward, Celestial Tower will no longer open for new members.

You may still check out this blog, and the ChatRoll may be occupied.

I am extremely devasted to see this place crash to the ground, as that is what I never dreamt of..

If you would like contact me, I'm best reached on my Instagram account, spooky.doggie.

instagram.com/spooky.doggie

I don't have much to say, so here are some farewells below.

Peppy/Keiko - I know you will never see this, but I am extremely thankful for you always being there for me. I apologize for being unable to keep your wonderful blog and kingdom going. 

Frost - I've enjoyed roleplaying with you, and honestly will miss you a lot.

Violet - Sister.. I'll miss you. Thanks for being there for me.

Erin & Socks - Guys.. I miss talking to you.. Please contact me some how.. Goodbye.

Rosey - Thank you so much for putting all your efforts into trying to keep the Kingdom running. I'll miss you.

Ovipaulann/Alice/Rainbow Dash (Whatever you prefer) - I'm so sorry for being such a selfish dweeb to you. I was an idiot, and I regret it all. I wish I could start over with you, and forget behind our fighting, and what not. I know it seems like I don't mean any of this but, really, I do. I can't really say 'I'll miss you, goodbye.' as I haven't seen you in forever, so this is more a; 'I miss you'. (I'm genuinely worried about you, and that your alright.) 

Oakfire Red - Heh, do you remember when I still didn't know you were Shadow? The time we roleplayed the Phantom Attack, the Secret Tree (which eventually I chopped down), ..that Mountain thing, and when we Jake met Stitch once more.? I've had so many great memories with you, and probably won't forget any of them. I miss roleplaying with you, and hope that we can maybe roleplay again sometime soon. I know I won't loose you as a friend, as you do have instagram, but would you try to be a bit for active for me? I understand that you have school and everything (mine is extremely stressful..), but maybe if you are able to, we could just roleplay on Instagram? Yeah, I apologize for bothering you.. Thank you, Oakfire, for being the greatest person ever. <3

Well, I guess this is it?

Goodbye.

-Jake Roil

You Know...

Okay so I hate to be the one to say this but..

Maybe we should Shut down CT..

Okay now before you rage comment let me explain!

No one is ever active and every time we have a ball/RP no one ever shows up, I have been trying really hard to get new members but no one joins and if they do join they just join and then never look at the blog again.

Even some of the oldest members of CT have left and Celestial towers just isn't fun anymore, it's gotten old and even though we try to make it new and all it just never works.

We have been dragging this blog on for a long time but you know, All good things must come to an end.

We could always start a new RP, We could even have it be another Kingdom, but we just cant continue  Celestial towers.

So I guess if the last few people in CT agree with me then I will just call this blog dead. I don't think we should delete it though, I  mean we might want to look back at it again someday.

Goodbye I guess..